So in the dream, Me and him were together. And um, We weren't arguing or anything, like, I was, like, happy to be back around him. Happy to talk to him. Happy to see him. interact with him and stuff. So. Um. I ended up getting his phone, and in the dream, he had 2 phones. I took one of his phones and he didn't stop me from going through it or anything. And so, When I went through his phone, I went and looked up. The girl's name that I know he's dealing with. Right. So. I went and looked through their messages. In their pictures. And one of the videos I've seen of them was them, like, out to eat and she was, the video was her. I could tell they were out to eat because anybody could tell when, like, someone's sitting down, dining in a restaurant. So it was a video of them just sitting it down. At a restaurant. Of course, she showed her face and then she pointed the camera to him and he was kind of like, just sitting next to her. Looking at the camera, whatever, I scroll past it. And, um, I can't remember the other pictures I've seen, but it wasn't them 2 together. It was just like other random pictures. Nothing like sexual that I can remember or, you know, just like random pictures, like different shit that didn't show them 2 together. So. I went to type in keywords on his message threads like, I love you. I miss you. Um, Sex, fuck, like, keywords that, like, you know, had those words in them, trying to find messages that had those original. And so then, um, I'm looking up, Carissa. And then Carissa is just, just to see like if him and his family were having conversation about me and text messages or if him, in. Any any of his friends or if he was talking about me to her. And I couldn't find any messages for, no, no, no, I love you. No, I miss you, sex, folks, none of that. I didn't find. So, and this whole time, like, I'm just scrolling through these messages with all these different girls. And I'm not remembering what, because honestly, I wasn't even reading messages. I was trying to, like, carry up, and, um, just, like, scan through it before you would try to take it or whatever. But he never did try to stop me. So, Then, I thought I finished going through that phone. I look up and I see him on another phone and I was like, you have another phone? So, so let me go through that one. He was like, yeah, he was like, oh, I said, well, you didn't tell me another phone? He was like, why you letting me have another phone? Like, whatever. All right, dreams are weird. It is what it is. So, Which the 2 phones, him having the 2 phones and him saying, why you letting me have 2 phones or he said something like, why you put the 2 phones in there? In real time, he actually did have 2 phones and I had a hold of both of them. And one of the phones had more than the other. One of the phones I couldn't reach or get to because, um, It was at his cousin's house. So, I never got a hold of that one. I only had access to one phone. Whatever. So, I'm like, so let me go through this phone. So he gave it to me like he didn't have no problem giving it to me. I said, did you delete anything out of here? He was like, yeah, I did. Like, so you was talking to bitches in this phone too. So like, yeah. He was saying how like, and he was going down a list of like, people that he was talking to and stuff like that. Like, bro, what, like, he was listening like preschool teachers. And all other shit, whatever. And so I remember as being in this place. Uh, the best way to describe it is like a college. Dorm. That's the best way to describe it because there were other people like walking around. And so, um... I wasn't done going through it. So I would be like, hold on, hold on. I know for real. this time this time I'm done going through it, girl. But when it came to that other phone, and shit like that. I was like, okay, I would think of like more stuff to go through. With the phone. So, because I told him like, okay, give me this amount of time, give me that amount of time and I need more time to look for more shit. Because I would think of more stuff. Yeah, so. We ended up coming out of the room that we were in, and we ended up in like this hallway type of thing. Touché was there. My mom was there too. Um. And then once we got in the hallway, it was just me and him. But I think my mom, until she was there too as well, but there was a bathroom and I ended up like, I started walking in the bathroom. I walked through the, walked into the bathroom, and then like, I looked back at him, and like, you know how in movies? When their eyes turn like big as fuck, And black. That's what happens to his eyes. And I said, ooh. So I stopped going into the bathroom. That turned back around, and I started walking towards him. And walking past him. But then everybody else in the dream eyes turned really black and big. And I could have got scared. I don't know why. And the only reason I could think of as why I didn't get scared, knowing that I was in like a very alarming situation. Is because I started praying. Like, I started praying. And I woke up. Well, here, can't tell here fighting. Yeah. I started praying. I woke up from the dream. So. Yeah. Everybody eyes turn big and black. His eyes, his eyes did it 1st though. And then it was my mom. There was Souchay. Then it was random people around. I said, Oh, this... Okay. All right. Time for prayer, huh? Everybody needs saving. That's okay. That is okay. I am here. Just started praying. So, yeah.
Dreams are a rich tapestry woven from our subconscious, often reflecting our emotions, anxieties, and experiences. Let's delve into the details of your dream to uncover potential meanings and insights.
In your dream, you were together with someone significant, experiencing happiness and comfort around them. This suggests a desire for connection, resolution, or a return to a comforting past situation with this person. The lack of arguing and the happiness indicate a longing for peace and reconciliation, or a reflection of positive interactions in the past.
The act of searching through his phones may symbolize underlying trust issues or insecurities within the relationship. It reflects a need for transparency and truth, possibly pointing to your fears or suspicions about what might be hidden. The presence of the two phones and the explicit permission you received to go through them might indicate conflicting feelings about trust and openness — an internal debate between wanting to trust and a need to confirm your suspicions.
Interestingly, while you found messages of interest, you didn’t encounter definitive proof of emotional or romantic betrayal. This might illustrate your subconscious awareness that while there may be doubts, the reality may not be as straightforward as perceived. The scanning through messages without comprehending them fully reflects a sense of urgency and anxiety to uncover truths quickly before something changes.
The moment where everyone's eyes turned big and black, starting with him, could signify fear of the unknown or confronting deep-seated issues you dread facing. Eyes are often considered windows to the soul, and their turning black might suggest your apprehension of becoming aware of disturbing truths about people close to you.
Ending the dream with prayer is a powerful symbol of seeking comfort, protection, and guidance. It shows your willingness to find peace, strength, and a resolution from a higher power or through inner peace and self-assurance. This transition, from confronting unnerving truths to finding solace, suggests a journey towards healing and overcoming fear.
The presence of your mother and Touché, as well as random others, suggests that these themes may not only be confined to a single relationship but might also relate to other areas of your life, family, or social connections. It represents how deeply ingrained these themes are in your waking life, casting influences onto various interpersonal dynamics.
This dream might be urging you to confront any underlying fears or doubts within your relationships with honesty and grace. It emphasizes the importance of trust, clarity, and communication while reminding you of the power of faith and inner strength to navigate times of uncertainty. Consider exploring these feelings further and engaging in open dialogues with those involved to foster understanding and set free any clouds of doubt hovering over your relationships.
By addressing these facets, you can work towards emotional clarity and cultivate fulfilling and trusting relationships in your life.